open your eyes.

i want to go away.
far far away.
nevermind.
i want to die thank you very much.
someone kill me now please.
i want to leave this human race.
or maybe GOD would want to bring me back to him.
anything for me to be gone.
i'm sinking and sinking.
and somehow.
i don't seem to want to get out of it.
it hurts.
all...
be happy that i'm gone alright?
cause i won't be suffering anymore.
i don't want to suffer anymore.
i don't want to be in pain anymore.
i don't want you to worry anymore.
and i don't want to think anymore.


fuck.
you left me all alone.
and i hate myself for it.
for being like this.
so i'm praying.
to be gone.